Another ranting girl

so miranda didnt want to be the only ranting girl on here so i decided that i would contribute.

so here goes.

SAD is coming up and i am screwed.

all i can listen to is "So Close" "My Heart Will Go On" "Teardrops on my Guitar" and various high school musical songs

because what happens to me every year is 

i like the wrong guy.

i just HAVE to like the guy with the flipping girlfriend

and it doesnt matter what i do 

he is in a good relationship, and there is no way in the world

that he is going to dump some pretty, funny, cute, etc. girl for... me.

and this valentines day im going to get a pity valentine which is almost as bad

as no valentines because it means that someone sees me and thinks to themselves... wow, thats pathetic. maybe id better give her a valentine so she has something to look forward to in this crap hole of her life.

so yeah not only am i pathetic and my heart hurts, but 

people notice it.

feel better randa?